6 Truths To Cling To When Life Looks Uncertain

After an initial appointment with my family doctor, I found myself
sitting in an unfamiliar office, explaining my symptoms to a
neurologist. Completely stumped, he concluded, “Well, the first thing
we’ll have to do is get in there and see what’s going on. I’m going to
order and MRI of the brain. Are you claustrophobic?”

A brain scan was not what I was expecting.

I
listened as intently as possible while he rattled off the details of
the procedure, asking numerous times if I was claustrophobic and whether
I was allergic to contrast dye, and telling me I couldn’t wear anything
metal during the scan.

He held up a plastic model of the brain and explained possible diagnoses, none of which sounded pleasant.

Upon
leaving his office with a brain scan scheduled for the following week, I
did what any rational person would do: I went to the nearest food court
and sat by myself with eight pieces of salmon avocado California rolls,
chased by a chai latte from Panera. Because sushi and chai can calm any
situation.

Then the waiting began.

They always say the waiting is the hardest part. I concur.

I had five days to wait until the actual scan, then another three days to wait for the results.

In
the meantime, I swung like a pendulum back and forth between rational
and irrational thoughts, and convinced myself that my symptoms had
worsened dramatically in the hours since my neurology appointment.

Fear of the unknown is enough to make anybody crazy.

I
thought back to my mom’s cancer diagnosis years earlier, and remembered
the fear that nearly paralyzed me. It hadn’t done any good then, and it
wouldn’t do any good now.

I had to resign myself to the Lord’s purposes, and simply trust.

This
experience took place several weeks ago, and I’m thrilled to be able to
report that the MRI scan was normal. Here are some lessons I gained in
the process, which can apply during all times of uncertainty.

1) The Future is Fragile 
With
a single sentence, the neurologist changed my plans for the coming week
and punctuated my future with a question mark. I felt the words of
James land hard in the pit of my stomach: “Why, you do not even know
what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that
appears for a little while and then vanishes” (James 4:14).

Circumstances
in life can change in an instant, with a word. Jobs can disappear
overnight, homes can be wiped away by storms or fires. There are no
guarantees in this life, except that we will all die sometime. We should
therefore live with a somber and hallowed reverence for the frailty of
life and all that is in it.

I once read the testimony of a woman
whose husband died in the emergency room. She said, “The emergency ward
is no place to sort out your theology.” Think about that. Don’t wait for
an unexpected crisis to force you to figure out what you believe. Place
your trust now in the One who holds all things together. “Some trust in
chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the Lord our
God” (Psalm 20:7).

The future is fragile; it’s fleeting. Is your soul ready for whatever might come?

2) People are Pertinent 
When
I received the news about needing a brain scan, I only told a handful
of people. I didn’t want to create an unnecessary cause for concern
before I even knew whether anything was wrong or not. Yet the small
group of people who did know were unbelievably supportive. I felt so
loved and lifted up. So held.

Through this trial, I realized
afresh that people are important. The body of Christ is important. As
Christians, we need to live as though we’re one body — one in mind, one
in spirit (Philippians 2:2). We rejoice when others rejoice and mourn
when others mourn (Romans 12:15). A burden shared becomes a burden
divided. Take time today to tell someone that you love them, that you
prayed for them. Thank God for the people He has placed in your life to
love and care for you.

3) Prayer is Powerful 
If
you’re a Christian, you likely already know the power of prayer. But
sometimes it’s easy to fall into an apathy that reveals our lack of
faith. Sometimes we get so used to praying the same things that we lose
that sense of genuine expectancy, that fervent belief that God really
will answer our prayers.

Experiencing this uncertainty with my
health was like an open curtain that gave me a glimpse into the faith of
others. I saw just how confident they were that our God would provide.
Hearing their boldness and confidence helped to bolster my own faith,
and to pray with more conviction for the Lord’s will to be done. Even
when we go through times of great uncertainty, we can always turn to the
one true rock, Jesus Christ, who is the same yesterday, today and
forever (Hebrews 13:8).

4) Peace is Possible 
I’ve
experienced it a handful of times before, but it still surprises me. In
the five days leading up to my scheduled MRI, I was nervous. Anxious.
Acting like a hypochondriac, convincing myself that my symptoms were
growing worse with every passing hour. Yet the morning that I woke up on
the day of the scan, I felt an overwhelming sense of peace. I could
literally feel that people were praying. Given my previous days of
apprehension, it really was a “peace that passes understanding”
(Philippians 4:7). If you’re struggling with anxiety over uncertainty in
your life, cling to the promise of Isaiah 26:3 — “You will keep in
perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in
you.”

5) God is Good 
Although I was nervous about the
actual scan and the outcome, I did have an inner peace about the overall
destination of my soul. In the days leading up to the test, verses kept
coming to mind which say, “the Lord has been good to me.” Then on two
consecutive days, in two different contexts, the Lord drew my attention
to the attribute of His goodness, even in the midst of hardship. One
occasion was an entire sermon preached on Psalm 119:68 — “You are good,
and what you do is good.” Let’s ask God to train our minds and hearts to
rest in His goodness, even if we can’t see His immediate purposes.